Our shadows taller than our souls. To be a rock and not to roll.
Hello out there in porno watcher land. I’m listening to Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin, and I’m feeling extremely sexy (music seriously turns me on) but I gotta notice the resemblance to this woman Robert Plant is talking about and my Natasha Nice persona, who is ironically my Naughty side lol. Ooooh, it really makes me wonder. I’ll just leave it at that
So AVN 2012 was by far my favorite of all the conventions I’ve attended in the past 6 years. I was up for Best Actress… and lost (womp womp womp!), bruised my ego and stuff but other than that, it was the best weekend Ive ever spent in Vegas. I flew in on Tuesday to play with some boys and then my girlfriend for life (GFFL?) flew in on Friday so we could further play with boys together lol. I took her to the convention so she could watch me autograph pictures to all of you and just so we would have an excuse to wear filthy fishnet outfits. Before we left we went shopping for our dresses for the red carpet and for a couple other outfits. We bought sexy ass bustiers and looked titterific all weekend. Men and boys were stopping us left and right. We cast our eyes on a few sexy ones but as soon as we saw them, we lost them. We set out on a mission to find them. We went to Tao at the Venetian, to several strip clubs and eventually we found them at the Hard Rock. It didn’t take long before we fucked the shit out them. Cum everywhere, spit everywhere, blood ev…. nevermind lol. In the midst of the all slutiness I actually found myself in a very romantic moment which physically lasted about 15 minutes but stayed on my mind til, well, now. All I can say is that it was fucking awesome. Moving on, my Ding and I partied it up with Type 9 Models and with Penthouse. The funnest part was probably meeting this couple from Twitter that are fans of the New Sensations Romance Series. The girl had an amazing rack but I don’t think my gf would have approved so I just thought about her later lol.
As for school, its going very smoothly. I was worried I’d be screwed because I took the week off for Vegas in a 6 week class but I have all As so far except for yesterday’s B+. So far I’ve written papers on zero tolerance vs. discretionary justice, the importance of family meals and the notion of proof when it comes to trust and faith. The last paper really hit home because I’ve been doing some soul searching (for lack of a better term) which seriously requires faith. And I don’t mean the whole Jesus Christ and the 7 deadly sins ordeal, I mean just acknowledging the fact that maybe there’s a slight chance that something else is out there. I don’t know what to call it, but for now I think its some sort of blanket of energy that covers the entire universe and pulls and pushes things to where they need to be. I know what you’re thinking “Natasha’s gone off the deep end” but in reality, I’ve never been more sane in my life. Not to say that I’m not crazy, I’m just not insane. Lol.
Ive been a busy gal this month, working on bringing you grade A filth. Keep your eyes open for new scenes from Bang Bros, Brazzers, Reality Kings, Penthouse, Sweetheart Films, New Sensations,Vivid and of course www.natashanice.com. Also, my biggest project that I just completed was “I Am Natasha Nice” which includes my lesbian anal scene with Asa Akira, an interracial 3some with 2 dudes and more slutty debauchery. I’ve also been directing scenes for Penthouse. I can’t give you the title of the film yet but I can tell you that the theme is all fetishes. So far I’ve shot Tiffany Brookes, Charley Chase, Phoenix Marie, Dani Daniels and Celeste Star. The scene with Dani and Celeste was my favorite so far, with Phoenix at a close second (that girl is an awesome performer). Watching Dani rub her foot all over Celeste’s pussy made my clit throb. You guys know how I love women’s feet. I mean, my clit was THROBBING. I don’t know how directors maintain focus. I just hope I never become jaded to that cuz Ive been using that image as masterbation material all week lol.
Anyways, picture time
Picture time!






Well I seem to have misplaced my iPhone somewhere at school. I was running to class (yes, my boobs were bouncing) and when I got there I noticed the front pocket was open and my iPhone was no longer there. 3 hours later after class I checked my car and no phone to be found so its official. It’s gone.. again. It’s moments like these where I find myself very bored and dependent upon technology. I don’t care so much about the phone itself as I do about my contacts. I have all the info backed up on my computer but I worry someone will come up on it and start calling all my girls like London, Dani, Taylor Vixen… you know all the pornstars. But on the other hand I’m very sneakily excited at the fact that someone will get a gaggilion slutty photos. I hope that person is having a crappy, mediocre day à la 4o Year Old Virgin with dude who plays Michael Scott. Maybe he (or she… mmmmm) will even go home with my phone, light candles, and make love to himself to my photos cuz God knows they are awesome lol. I unfortunately cannot stiffen you today with any new photos as those were not backed up. However, I will post a few oldies but hopefully still goodies ya? I’m in an odd mood. I’m strangely unbothered by this. Usually, I would freak the fuck out. Like “oh my god my phone how will i ever survive?!?!” lol, you know we girls of a certain age nowadays loooooove our phones because each time they jingle or vibrate we are reminded someone either likes us, hates us, wants to fuck us, wants to book us, or is just saying hi. In short, we are reminded we exist. Ahhh the philosophy of the cellular phone. And yet, I feel absolutely ok. It’s nice to accept life the way it is. It’s nice to have to control every damn thing in life. To just let go and say “fuck it, this too shall pass”.
Now moving on to what you came to my blog for…. SEX. I had soooo much sex last month. I shot soo much shit for my website. I shot some good interracial scenes with Prince and Ken. I shot a gloryhole scene with a mystery cock which was my personal fave cuz it was sticky in more ways than one and it was odd. Yum. I shot with Dani Daniels, I shot FOR Dani Daniels. I fucked Jessie Rogers (sooooooooooo fine) I was named Penthouse Pet of December 2011, I am nominated for Best Actress by AVN, Spanish Maxim Magazine named me #40 in their Most Beautiful Women of 2011, I placed #88 (my birth year!) in 100 Prettiest Faces of 2011 (only pornstar to rank and I beat Mila Kunis just had to throw that in there), I will be directing 6 scenes for Penthouse Studios this month. I have chosen my theme, it is the theme that exists deep within all of the fantasies within my mind. It will be a beautiful and stressful event to try to capture what makes me nut and put it into reality, whatever the fuck that is. So in case anyone was wondering… I am doing great. I have made new friends lately that blow my mind away and help me perceive life the way it ought be perceived. I feel fantabulous.
I rang in the New Year with the homies by going Cosmic Bowling. I came in last place out of 9 with a whopping 54 points. *rocky theme song* and then I fucked a boy in my car in a parking lot at midnight. The past 3 years I rang it in with a threesome. Once in a limo and then in a jacuzzi, and then in a bed. Unfortunately I don’t remember much of the last 3 as I was fucking wasted. I remember this one though. It was fucking awesome.
I finished my Fall semester. I did well. I just started my winter semester. Only taking one class which is a prerequisite cuz I suck in english since French was my first language. Et j’en suis fiére.
Well I should really get to the ATT store right about now I guess before some random joe calls London and Asa and Charley pretending to be a girl. That could be bad. Sorry in advance girls! Lol.
À bientôt mes amours
Tootles my loves
<3 Nat
A little bit of this, a little bit of that
Hey guys. Finals week is next week and Im kinda nervous. Ive turned in all my papers for my classes except my history paper was late because I fucked up so I may have lost 20% of my grade in that class which is ironic because its the class Ive worked the hardest in and the class I like the most so… it is what it is i guess. I wish I could take a break from studying to just do a webcam show here or there but I’m so worried to get anything less than As because since I’m at a transfer college, the grades I get directly affect what university ill get into. Once I get into a 4 year, it doesn’t matter if I get an A or a C because a C is all that is required to obtain the degree whereas for now, the better I do, the higher my chances of getting into a good school.
Ive been kind of sad lately. School is going good, my career is going good, and I have more true friends now than I ever have but there a a few forks in the road in my near future and they worry me because unfortunately the right paths to take are somewhat painful and scare me because Ill have to let go of people and lifestyles Ive been accustomed to for a while now. Thank god for Green Day’s “Time of your life” or Id never be able to make sense of it all. Thank god for music period lol.
So who is going to AVN? Im nominated for Best New Actress for my performance in Dear Abby by New Sensations and I’d love to see some of my fan folks there. I’ll be signing copies of the December issue of Penthouse, Dear Abby and hopefully my very own compilation entitled “I Am Natasha Nice” including my first girl/girl anal scene with miss Asa Akira, my first boy/boy/girl scene with Justice Young and Nat Turner and featuring some hot bitches like Shyla Stylez, and my personal fav London Keyes so I hope to see you guys there
Well boys and girls, I am exhausted. I am going to head to bed soon. I definitely have to rub one out first lol. Here are some photos
My philosophy paper
Hey guys, I just wanna start off by saying that I am posting my paper for those of you who are curious how I write, what I think etc… you know, for the fans who just wanna get to know me. Please be aware that, as this is a philosophy paper, it may or may not offer a point of view that is not in accord with what you believe and therefore, it may offend you. I do apologize if I say something that strikes you hard as rude or inconsiderate but in a world with 7 billion inhabitants and counting, chances are someone out there’s gotta disagree with ya lol. Also, the majority of this paper deals with the works of 2 other philosophers so a lot of this is just me summarizing lol
We will be considering the stories of two women, Susan and Tammy. Both women are avid Bon Jovi fans who travelled the country attending Bon Jovi concerts. Unfortunately, Susan and Tammy were both raped after attending one of these concerts. Susan has decided to get an abortion in the 11th week of her pregnancy. Her decision is enforced after learning that her future daughter would be mentally disabled after the age of 2. Similarly, Tammy’s child would also have the same disability. Knowing this however, Tammy had fully intended on giving birth to the child and, upon realizing that doing so would disable her from attending another Bon Jovi concert, has decided to get an abortion in the 6th month of her pregnancy. Though both women have made the choice to get an abortion, can it be debated that one woman deserves to get the abortion while the other does not? To better understand which aspects of each case make abortion either right or wrong, we will begin by studying an argument presented by Judith Jarvis Thomson in “A Defense of Abortion” which asks whether abortion really is murder. Then, we will examine the opposing view presented by Don Marquis in “An Argument That Abortion Is Wrong” in which Marquis argues that abortion robs fetuses of their right to a future like ours. Finally, we will apply these two philosophies to the cases of Susan and Tammy in order to explain what each woman ought do.
One of the main aspects of the cases at hand is the fact that these women were raped and therefore did not choose to become pregnant therefore they should choose what to do with their bodies. According to Judith Jarvis Thomson, rape is an excusable reason to have an abortion. Thomson gives an example of a famous unconscious violinist who has a fatal kidney disease. In this example she imagines that the Society of Music Lovers has found that you alone have the right blood type needed to save the violinist. As a result, you have been kidnapped overnight and been plugged into his circulatory system in order to rid him and yourself of his poisons so that you may both go on with your lives when the process is complete. To unplug him would be to kill him. The process will take nine months and even though, as a human, you have the right to decide what happens to your body, the violinist’s right to life outweighs this right and therefore, your rights are neglected. In this example, Thomson is comparing pregnancy caused by rape to a kidnapping and use of our bodies by a stranger in need of survival aid. According to Thomson, forcing a woman to keep a child who is the product of rape is just as unfair as asking an innocent person to share their life and body with a random stranger simply because this stranger requires help. Thomson later discusses the example of the violinist when examining his right to life.
Another similarity between the two women is that neither woman’s life is threatened by the potential birth of the child. Thomson also studies the right to life of an individual in the event that the mother’s life is not in jeopardy and concludes that the right to life simply guarantees the right not to be unjustly killed. She imagines a situation in which she is deathly ill and the only thing that can save her is the touch of Henry Fonda’s cool hand on her fevered brow. This amusing example offers good insight into the assumption that the right to life automatically indicates a right to the use of another person’s body. Of course Thomson has the right to life but this does not guarantee that Henry Fonda is obliged to come touch her forehead. Similarly, the fetus’s right to life does not guarantee the continued use of the mother’s body anymore than it guarantee’s Thomson access to Henry Fonda’s hand. Referring to the previous example, though the famous violinist has a right to life, it does not guarantee him the right to use your kidneys to secure his right to life. While the majority of Thomson’s argument seems to defend abortion, the philosopher points out that while abortion is not morally impermissible, it is not always morally permissible. In effect, Thomson admits that certain cases may exist where carrying the child to term requires only Minimally Decent Samaritanism of the mother. She specifies that it would be indecent for a woman to request an abortion in her seventh month of pregnancy just to avoid the inconvenience of postponing a trip abroad. Judith Thomson’s imaginary scenarios seem to allow abortion in the cases we are studying due to the fact that both women were raped. However, considering Tammy’s selfish intentions for the abortion, Thomson would argue that Tammy is not acting as a Minimally Decent Samaritan because a late abortion for the sake of convenience is in fact wrong. Now that we have examined Thomson’s philosophies regarding abortion, let us take a look at the opposing view offered by Don Marquis.
Marquis’s primary concern with abortion is that it constitutes killing the fetus which deprives it from a Future Like Ours (FLO). Basically according to Marquis, killing a person is wrong because it causes premature death which disables a person from experiencing all the events life has to offer. To better support the Future Like Ours approach, Marquis studies two cases regarding the timing of death. In the first case, a person falls into a coma and recovers immediately before death. On the other hand we consider the person falling into a coma and dieing right away. According to the person involved, both scenarios are equal in terms of the amount of pleasure to be experienced or not to be experienced because either way, the coma is followed by death. In the second case, we imagine a patient who is terminally ill with cancer. In one scenario, the patient received treatment which will limit his/her pain for 6 months until he/she dies. In the second scenario the patient receives treatment which will not limit his/her pain. The patient will also die after 6 months of treatment. According to Marquis, these cases show us that continued consciousness is necessary but not sufficient for a life worth living. In effect, being alive is not the main aspect of a happy life. It is necessary but the other circumstances regarding that life are what make said life valuable. Several arguments are presented by Marquis in favor of his FLO philosophy. Within The Appeal to Cases Argument are several cases. One of these cases is the Case of Witholding Medical Treatment in which Marquis states that “A patient who is permanently unconscious cannot have a future that she would come to value, whatever her values. Therefore, according to the FLO theory of the wrongness of killing, death could not, ceteris paribus, be a misfortune to her.” In short,because the patient does not have the cognitive capacities required to recognize a future like ours, her premature death would not cause her misfortune, according to Marquis. Another case is the Case of Aliens which imagines that if there were aliens who had futures comparable to ours, then it would be morally wrong to kill them. Both of these cases rely on the value of the potential future of a living being. In addition, The Analogy with Animals Argument supports the FLO theory. We admit that suffering is a misfortune regardless of who is suffering. By acknowledging that animals can suffer because we must acknowledge that humans can suffer regardless of their race. Therefore the infliction of suffering is wrong no matter on whom it is inflicted, whether it be on “…persons or nonpersons.” Through this analogy, the FLO theory argues that inflicting suffering on fetuses is wrong. Now that we have studied Marquis’s approach to the topic of abortion, let’s apply his and Thomson’s philosophies to the cases of Susan and Tammy.
In Susan’s case, Judith Jarvis Thomson would probably argue that Susan has the right to choose what to do with and to her body. Considering the fetus is the product of rape, Thomson would compare it the famous unconscious violinist. In turn, the fetus would not have the right to the use of Susan’s body simply because the fetus requires it for continued survival. In addition, Susan’s decision to abort the fetus is made early on in the pregnancy and is further enforced after learning that the child would never develop the cognitive capacities beyond those of a two year old. According to Thomson, Susan is not being immoral because her choice is not based on selfish reasoning. On the other hand, Marquis would attempt to show that Susan ought not abort the fetus because to do so would robbing the child of a future like ours. However, the FLO theory is somewhat complicated in this case because, having limited cognitive capacities would immediately disable the child from having a future like ours because it would not be able to recognize the pleasures of life. In this case it seems that FLO theory would work against Marquis’s argument that abortion is wrong because, according to his Case of Witholding Medical Treatment, the child’s death could not be a misfortune to her as she would not have the mental capacities to judge her life. Regardless, it is important to note that Marquis grants the exception of rape as an excusable reason for abortion in the beginning of his essay and as such, his theory would not be applied.
In Tammy’s case, Thomson might agree that Tammy deserves to choose what happens in and to her body due to the fact that the she was kidnapped by the fetus in a way. However, Tammy’s intentions regarding the abortion are selfish because she wishes to abort the fetus late in her pregnancy for reasons regarding her own convenience. In effect, attending a Bon Jovi concert is not more important than allowing the fetus a life. According to Judith Thomsom, this means that Tammy is not a Minimally Decent Samaritan and ought not abort the fetus. In the case of Marquis, we can assume that his reactions to Tammy’s and Susan’s cases are the same. However, the difference in ages of the two womens’ fetuses might be of interest in regards to The Analogy with Animals Argument. Although this argument states that the infliction of suffering is wrong regardless of whom the suffering is inflicted upon, it is possible that Tammy’s fetus might suffer more during the abortion because she is almost to term and therefore her capacity to experience pain might be greater than that of a newer fetus.
In my opinion I feel that when a woman is raped, her right to abort should not be any greater than that of a woman who has not been raped. The circumstances experienced by the mother should not affect the consequences experienced by the fetus. I do believe in the right to choose however with good enough reason, with “good enough” being defined as what is best for the majority of the lives involved. Susan ought have the right to abort because she wishes to do so for the sake of the child. Though I find Tammy’s intentions to be selfish and downright ridiculous, she ought abort as well because I believe that having evolved cognitive capacities is what enables us as humans to experience life to the fullest and to help others do the same. Without a certain level of mental ability, the child will be able to survive physically but I don’t believe she will be able to truly live. If Tammy’s child was not to be a victim of this mental disability, I would not think she should abort.
All in all, Judith Jarvis Thomson’s philosophy seems to be the most effective in judging the two womens’ cases. While Marquis does a thorough evaluation of abortion in terms of killing, he excuses rape from any and all of his arguments therefore his theories are not applicable. Thomson on the other hand is primarily concerned with the case of pregnancy due to rape and whether or not abortion is morally right or wrong. She also specifies that abortion is wrong after a certain length of pregnancy as well as for certain reasons. This is the Minimally Decent Samaritan argument which applies best to Tammy’s case. The rest of Thomson’s essay applies to Susan’s case well.
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OMG does it have to be so fucking hard to post pics? All I wanna do is turn on my fans til they turn blue and then give them the filth they need right at the RIGHT TIME but of course my dumbass couldn’t figure out how to post pics cuz I’m a PC girl at heart and this Mac is new to my brain. Ugh, had to vent.
What can I say about today? Well it was definitely better than yesterday I can tell you that much. Ugh yesterday sucked, and I never wanna go back. The only cool thing about yesterday was that while writing my science paper, I learned some really nerdy cool/sad shit about the ocean and its fuckin biodiversity.
Today was great
I didn’t get much sleep last night but some of you boys sent me presents and a few others got me up 2% in the polls so I feel extra special today. An anonymous man sent me a Flip with which I’ve already posted a video to YouTube I think (natashanicexx). If not, I have a vid of my boobs bouncing to wipe your tears lol. I need a sidekick by my side to be in charge of shooting while I find new and crazy adventures to take my pussy thru. Oh speaking of holes, my anal scene with Asa Akira is FINALLY up. check it out http://hosted.puba.com/fhg/wmv/nn/nn73/01.php?nats=natashanice.14.17.20.0.1011.0.0.0 and I also updated a sexy solo of my speaking french and playing with my feet. Those were really fun. For those of you who follow my tweets, you know how horny I am right now. I’m in bed atm and mr teddy is starting to look really good to me right now, ah just like back in the day when I was like 9.
Anyways, after I played around with my Flip, I decided to do the dishes and got 2 more big boxes full of the December 2011 Penthouse magazines. I got 50 of them to start off with because I wanted to see how many of you would like an autographed copy of my centerfold? Here’s what I’m thinking. There are 2 ways you can get one of these. Either A) Prove to me you are a member of my site www.natashanice.com or B) blow me away with a reason why I should send you. And thats it, its yours. If B doesn’t work for you, just sign up for my site
On an even better note, here are some nasty pics shot about 1 minute ago from my bed. (Pssst! My parents are sleeping across the hall)
Shine on you crazy diamond
I had so much fun tonight with my members show. I did a 90 minute show on www.natashanice.cammodels.com which members of www.natashanice.com got to watch for free of course! My fans are great cuz they all came up with cool stuff to do for the entire 90 minutes. We put nipple clamps on my nipples and had fun watching me enjoy the pain. Then we put one end on my clit and stuck the other one up my butt. I liked playing with the clamps, it makes me wanna do more to test my tolerance for pain. Ive always felt that I’d gradually venture into the bondage world one day. Not to say my venture has begun, just that, I’m pretty sure it will one day. I dunno, just something in me has always been interested in the idea of playing with control during sex the way subs and doms do. Believe it or not, I think Id be a good dominatrix especially this past year, my desire to be aggressive with women has really grown. Ive always been submissive with men (except for that one scene when I played a dom – but it didnt turn out right because I wasn’t into it. I like to be controlled by a man) but with women, I like to have control. Then again, some women cant be controlled and I’m ok with being controlled by them. Regardless, dominating is defintiely something I want to try one day. I mean, the female doms I’ve met seem so peaceful and serene in their everyday lives that it makes me think there is something about beating the shit out of ppl WITH THEIR PERMISSION that is enlightening. I’ll let you all know if I ever figure it out.
I got a D on my geography test which I am sad about. I guess I can’t be too shocked because I knew I should’ve been studying last week and the week before instead of answering my damn phone everytime a booty called. I just figured “well I got As on the last 2 tests, I don’t have to study, I got this”, not realizing the only reason “I had it” was because I had studied. But of course because booty called, I managed to trick myself into thinking whatever I needed to think to allow myself to go get laid. But, on the other hand, now my mind is much more clear this week BECAUSE of all the sex that I feel more serene about the upcoming chaos in the next 4 weeks of school. 4 finals, 4 papers. And this is where lil ole me always finds herself: in a position to either crash and burn or to shine on like a crazy diamond. Will I continue to give in to my naughty side, eventually destroying my gpa or will I be strong and work hard for the next month to make this semester my bitch? Stay tuned.
In the meantime, enjoy some delicious photos
Talk to me so I can give u what it cocks desire
Dear members of www.natashanice.com , of these 3 girls which would u like 2 c me bone the MOST: Amy Brooke, Heather Starlett or Lily Carter . And what type of scene would u like to see?
Back to the 80s :)
Howdy y’all don’t ask why I’m going country lol I listened to alot of country music last night and now I’m dieing to fuck a cowboy. I have this vision in my head of a big strong man just pounding away at me in missionary, wrapping his hands around my waist really tight and stuffing my pussy. We r in the barn because I’m the sweet farmer’s daughter and we don’t wanna get caught. I’m wearing a light yellow dress and cowgirl boots, and his pants are wrapped around his ankles cuz he just couldn’t wait to fuck me. Omg, I think I need to shoot this as a scene because it’s been a recurring fantasy for several weeks now.
Speaking of shooting, I have some artistic surprises up my sleeve for you members of www.natashanice.com . Lately, everything I see on TV gives me a new idea for a set or a theme for a scene. I’ve never been much into directing, Ive always been more interested in the performing aspect of pornography but lately my mind has been wandering towards thoughts of creating a scene, and not just being in one. I have a couple ideas in particular that seriously get my juices flowing. When I get an idea, I start to brainstorm in my head (as opposed to on paper) about what type of sex would go along best with this theme (boy girl, lesbian, threesome, interracial) and who I would have that type of sex with best. At this point I usually rub one out lol. This is really the bread and butter of the idea because while I’m rubbing it out, my mind takes me to the shots I want to capture in the scene. I don’t want to at into much detail but I start my shooting sexcapades this Saturday the 19th. My “costar” is a surprise but trust me, you won’t be disappointed. She only does girl girl but you definitely know who she is because she is fucking amazingly beautiful.
Today I went shopping with cutie Vanessa Cage for our scene tomorrow. We r doing an 80s theme. I have this 80s style boombox, we bought all sorts of neon colored stuff, gunna put our hair up to the side and get down and dirty. I can’t wait. I know Ivan loves that theme too so I’m sure we will all have fun! Anyways I should get going cuz Im watching this really cute girl live online and its turning me on so I have to ride this cock next to me lol. Enjoy the pics
Tootles!
<3 Nat
JUST A LIL FYI – NEW VOTING LINK
HEY BOYS AND GIRLS, APPARENTLY THE LINK HAS BEEN CHANGED FOR VOTING TO HTTP://WWW.PENTHOUSEMAGAZINE.COM
My December Issue preview :)
Well boys and girls, it’s DEFINITELY a tough contest. 12 beautiful girls, 1 Pet of the Year. Who will win? My personal opinion? Georgia Jones. Ive been hanging in there though thanks to all of you. I had to stop by and say thank you. It means the world to me that you all vote for me when you have such hotness to choose from. I don’t mind losing, but goddamn I wanna win loll. I love my photos. Someone pointed out that a few show some of my imperfections, I don’t really mind. It’s not like I don’t know what I look like lol. I wear my Pet bracelet everywhere I go but make sure to keep my priorities straight. So, all in all, I’m proud of myself.
You know what else I’m happy about? Beavis and Butthead are back! Lol…. I used to masterbate to the scene from Beavis and Butthead Do America where the blonde chic walks towards B and B in a motel room, unbuttoning her top to show her huge tits and says “You boys wanna score?” OMG… for those of you who don’t know, my first ever porn experiences were w/ cartoon porn. The Simpsons, Futurama, Disney princesses… all those characters who embodied my childhood mind… yeah, I nutted to ‘em. When I went to NY last year, I visited the Museum of Sex. There was an ENTIRE room dedicated to pornographic drawings of anime characters and Disney princesses. Snow White was getting banged by the 7 dwarves on a fucking mural. I felt like Id visited that museum in a dream once…. Oh my. I’m horny. Must go. Tootles!
<3 Nat






































































































































