Shine on you crazy diamond

I had so much fun tonight with my members show. I did a 90 minute show on www.natashanice.cammodels.com which members of www.natashanice.com got to watch for free of course! My fans are great cuz they all came up with cool stuff to do for the entire 90 minutes. We put nipple clamps on my nipples and had fun watching me enjoy the pain. Then we put one end on my clit and stuck the other one up my butt. I liked playing with the clamps, it makes me wanna do more to test my tolerance for pain. Ive always felt that I’d gradually venture into the bondage world one day. Not to say my venture has begun, just that, I’m pretty sure it will one day. I dunno, just something in me has always been interested in the idea of playing with control during sex the way subs and doms do. Believe it or not, I think  Id be a good dominatrix especially this past year, my desire to be aggressive with women has really grown. Ive always been submissive with men (except for that one scene when I played  a dom – but it didnt turn out right because I wasn’t into it. I like to be controlled by a man) but with women, I like to have control. Then again, some women cant be controlled and I’m ok with being controlled by them. Regardless, dominating is defintiely something I want to try one day. I mean, the female doms I’ve met seem so peaceful and serene in their everyday lives that it makes me think there is something about beating the shit out of ppl WITH THEIR PERMISSION that is enlightening. I’ll let you all know if I ever figure it out.

I got a D on my geography test which I am sad about. I guess I can’t be too shocked because I knew I should’ve been studying last week and the week before instead of answering my damn phone everytime a booty called. I just figured “well I got As on the last 2 tests, I don’t have to study, I got this”, not realizing the only reason “I had it” was because I had studied. But of course because booty called, I managed to trick myself into thinking whatever I needed to think to allow myself to go get laid. But, on the other hand, now my mind is much more clear this week BECAUSE of all the sex that I feel more serene about the upcoming chaos in the next 4 weeks of school. 4 finals, 4 papers. And this is where lil ole me always finds herself: in a position to either crash and burn or to shine on like a crazy diamond. Will I continue to give in to my naughty side, eventually destroying my gpa or will I be strong and work hard for the next month to make this semester my bitch? Stay tuned.

 

In the meantime, enjoy some delicious photos